cashews

its been a long time

i shouldnt have left u

did your world get fractal?

cashew cashew cashew

i got a archipelago o femininity

got dem cashews

i dont mean to be deliberately obtuse

i been told i do that

london is greedy for your juice

& london done raised me

so i gotta give it back

one condition

unconditionally

i been running through the streets with ma wolves

backpack on ma back

back to the pack 

step back 

back of the pack

seat driving

MUSH

no licence so 

HUSH

lurking giving sermons

out to sinners

dont i know them well

a three pronged thyrsos

pointing skyward north west

an investment

stood straddling bridges

primary eyes shut

with these eyes open 

sesame secrets? nah-ah

keys to the city uh-huh

gimme

that work

go on gimme

ol]factories started up

opened up my nose 

as far as it would go

+ swallowed london whole

+ all its lurid darkness

nasty macabre right to the heart of it

i think it worked

no asked me to

but thats what i wanted for my last supper

tomorrows a big day

& my bicycle & i

we still know it all so i

try recycle all my i/s

baptize the i/s that died

in a waiting room

immer noch liminal

still in limbo though 

so the rituals renew plasma

tabula rasa mi casa su casa so

eeezy 

eeezy

eeezy go home

dont know 

where that is now

but i know where that was 

now: