square 1.

i have been so scared 
to turn over this page.

i turned the page
it has not assuaged the prang
       
and i cha
         cha
            forward

and i        cha
          cha
      back

to a place that looks exactly like

square 1.

well

it smells like square 1.

                  c
very 20/20 i see round
                  r
                  n
                  e
                  r
                  s

its all a bit PORNOGRAPHIC!!!1

barely (18) myopic
i choose to lose f o c u s

where
was
i?

back to 
square 1. thats not quite 
square 1. but it looks + it smells + it feels like 
square 1.

(that is not an explanation)

____      _____
    \\  //

a trap door!

square 1. is a trap door to another level

(thats more like it) 

 O O O O O O O O O O O
O O O O O O O O O O O O
 O O O O O O O O O O O
O O O O O O O O O O O O
 O O O O O O O O O O O


& theres gOld rings fat like dOnuts dri
                                       p
                                        p
            suspended                    i
                                          n
                                           g

from the sky
everywhere i lOOk
i/m a blue hedgehOg
the size of a ball
i catch them all
theyre all mine
i cant lose
but times run out ;;;;;;;;

twilight lasts this long

:|<->|

& im back to
square 1.
with a beard that i grew
i got a tattoo on my mound of Venus
& a belly button  piercing 
& an earworm singing

# GIRL 

 (naownaow/naow/naow)

  U'LL BE A WOMAN SOON #

the apposite to opposite

:today i will leave the house 
in whiteface
wearing this cape

~ bLiNg ~