limp phoenix

the complacency of His priapism
insisted He celebrate the new ascetic
direction long before the line
in contravention of everything
hot chicks hold the clucking
what u learned in short shorts
sports day: leading thorax chest forward
like colin jackson
relax when the line behind u
that right there 
being the problem with a delorean
carry on fast forward thru the moment
past the point where the lessons learned
space burps in my face 
it happens all the neverstopstime
the void is fractal
an actual fact
on cue an ant walks into the room
& stomps on the forest
a funeral for chlorophyll
downed chopper libations
half the humour
feeling funny
phlegmatic
sanguine
some good news:
theres blood enough to bleed safely
safety first: babe we need a safe word
said the arousal owl to the one who gets His woo
who check hooked his jaw
thats why we need a safe word
wha dat for?
donut call me babe
the conversation ended there
she love letters
he heed her word
the authors dead
He said to no-one
alone with indissoluble cud
an assumption that 
everything in the room is mine
He tried to meditate to techno
but fell asleep on the dancefloor
He rose again to finish symphonies 
heres one He made earlier
back to black square 1.
that one/s still not done
on the backburner inspiration
maybe to come again
to consider His ascension condescending
then His heart is in the wrong place
kundalini ruff riding rinsing every last drop
leave it behind in a workshop
a showstopping paintjob
if this pen is magic
then I am a God He said
what on earth is left if the authors dead?
throw three conkers in a canal cause
several venn 
concentric ripples
where does it all go?
it comes back to I, I, I had an erection the whole time.

bound 4 da reload

i will never work a day in ur life again
&
i know having said that that that
&
that but ()() also 

that u'll probably think this song is about u

()()

this is tantamount to going onstage

in front of bare people

(die alle hatte ohrstopfen)

@ the LARGEST vaudeville hall in all existence

only an air guitar for subsistence

kicking out the most irresistible solo

i ever done saw 
u say

i did actually make a career out of this

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in another timespan

i toured all the university towns

in the united condom non-dom
&
thats how u know im a ex pat on the head
methane
&
other assorted hydrocarbons

diamonds
a hole load of diamonds

the c l a r i t y is embarrassing

found at the bottom ()()
of what used to be

the ocean

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()()

bodies of water have more volition than is supposed of them
&
besides 
water is older than u
&
its definitely older than u

but then no one has ever had the temerity to ask water for iD
i did
&
i walked from here 
      back to here all the way thru
             there

in a pair of espadrilles
i stole from an ex
my feet never got wet
&
thats the last day
i ever did dun went to work

square 1.

i have been so scared 
to turn over this page.

i turned the page
it has not assuaged the prang
       
and i cha
         cha
            forward

and i        cha
          cha
      back

to a place that looks exactly like

square 1.

well

it smells like square 1.

                  c
very 20/20 i see round
                  r
                  n
                  e
                  r
                  s

its all a bit PORNOGRAPHIC!!!1

barely (18) myopic
i choose to lose f o c u s

where
was
i?

back to 
square 1. thats not quite 
square 1. but it looks + it smells + it feels like 
square 1.

(that is not an explanation)

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a trap door!

square 1. is a trap door to another level

(thats more like it) 

 O O O O O O O O O O O
O O O O O O O O O O O O
 O O O O O O O O O O O
O O O O O O O O O O O O
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& theres gOld rings fat like dOnuts dri
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from the sky
everywhere i lOOk
i/m a blue hedgehOg
the size of a ball
i catch them all
theyre all mine
i cant lose
but times run out ;;;;;;;;

twilight lasts this long

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& im back to
square 1.
with a beard that i grew
i got a tattoo on my mound of Venus
& a belly button  piercing 
& an earworm singing

# GIRL 

 (naownaow/naow/naow)

  U'LL BE A WOMAN SOON #

the apposite to opposite

:today i will leave the house 
in whiteface
wearing this cape

~ bLiNg ~